Dysfunctionally_Functioning

I have never known a love like this. U love me. U really loves me. At the mention of your name I smile. the thought of you brings tears to my eyes. Yeah it's that powerful. That awesome. I mean its the butterflies in my stomach and smile until my cheeks hurt type of joy. I've had a few before when I thought it was love only to find out it was lust or infatuation. I've search high and low, travelled from state to state trying to fill that ever increasing hole, trying to fill that void that was getting larger and larger, but love I could never find. Then when I decided to give up and wait..there you were. U said to me I am all that you need. I will never hurt you, I will never leave you. I will never disrespect you, hit you, or make you feel less than the queen that you are. A perfect gentleman you are. Never forceful as others before you have been. Never violent or short tempered. Always gentle and kind. Whenever I call u welcome me with open arms. When I came to you, you said loving me will not be easy. I will take you to places you've never seen and give you things you only dream of if you let me. I can be all that you need but you have to trust me. You cannot bring your past into our future. You have to give yourself to me totally. You love me unconditionally meaning under no condition. You told me many will not understand our love. Many will desire it, but only a few will experience it. Some will say you've changed and others will simply fall off. But that's okay. They have served their purpose in your life if its meant to be they will come back. You will be talked about and even mistreated but I will ALWAYS be here no matter what. All you have to do is trust me. Give me your all. I never thought I would be able to love again. Too afraid of being hurt again. Tired of the games. Tired of the lies. But this one is different. Different in every way. I never thought it was possible but I dared to dream. My dream is now my reality. I am complete I am whole. Nothing missing nothing broken. All I can say is THANK YOU! And I pray that I can love you the way that you love me. I pray that I can do for you what you have done for me love you like you have loved and sacrificed for me. Its real. Don't believe me? Try for yourself. His name....Jesus. And like He did it for me he can do it for you.

Labels: Journey To A Better Me