Dysfunctionally_Functioning

Man it really have been awhile. I did not realize just how long its been since
I've posted anything or even logged in. This past year has been a roller coaster ride. I compromised myself for the sake of a man. Still recovering from that one. I completely lost myself in that one. it was a situation I as so determined to make work that I lost myself, didnt recognize myself. Never let anyone use you no matter the situation. Sometimes we can be uor own worst enemies ya know? I had a lot to realize in that situation and I still get leary from time to time. I honestly have to thank God that I was able to get myself together enough that I didnt lose my mind. I had a minor set back with school but that is working itself out as well. I have a new man in my life that I feel is a God send. I mean really everything that I could go for everything I want. Its funny that its someone that Ive been knowing since I as abut 14. not usually someone i would go for but everyth8ing i like if that makes sense. Things have been moving a little swift maybe too swift but in a good way. My dad and all of his drama have been living with me since christmas driving me insane. It really has been a roller coaster. I really really like having my space and I have definitely not had any of that lately. ive been relaxing with the new boo for the past 9 days and it has really left me with a lot of thinking to do. Life changing decisions> I really hate long distance relationships which put me in a tough spot. Its more feasible for me to relocate than it is for him.

Labels: Journey To A Better Me, Relationships