Dysfunctionally_Functioning

Its been a minute. I almost feel like a ho in church...so uncomfortable LOL. Funny thing is Ive been saying Im updating my blog and never get around to it. I should actually be studying rt now but Im taking a short break. Nothing much new around this way. I've finally started school which so far is going pretty good. Im still at moms :(. Everytime I try to make moves something happens so I figure God is telling me to stay still for a lil longer. Outside of that I am still losing my mind slowly day by day :). I havent seen a blog of any kind in months I almost feel as though I've been imprisoned with no contact to the outside world. If it wasnt for my cell allowing me to access facebook and google I would really be lost. I think I've been on Auto-pilot for the last week. If Im honest I'll say its mostly due to a man. Its almost like the song Sweet Dreams by Eurythmics. Sweet Dreams are made of this who am I to disagree I travelled the world and seven seas everybodys looking for something. I can see it but when I reach out for it....its farther away than I thought. Who knows maybe the r&r I plan to get this weekend will clear my head and get me back right.

Labels: Random thoughts and feelings