Dysfunctionally_Functioning

This is going to be short sweet and to the point. On the 7th I celebrated 24 months of celibacy. Im all happy and all that jazz then I get hit in the stomach. Tomorrow makes 8 weeks since I did my big chop. SO I'm visting my cousin and its the 1st time shes seen me in 2 mo. So she says I like it I dont know what ur parents were tripping about. I think they think your gay. What? Really? she says yeah have you told them otherwise? Im thinking my parent KNOWS Im not gay WTH? So her girlfriend says Youre not gay? I always thought you were? Uh no! Im leaving that to yall. So then cuzzo says have you tried it? You should try it you might like it... Wait dont you might like it too much and have you all turned out 'round here. Um no! Im leaving that to yall no thank u. So Im telling this story to my sister and she says they dont think youre gay its just first impressions. When a person sees a lady and shes cut off her hair thats usually the road shes on. REALLY? Because in the cities I've lived in and hungout in thats not the case. But then I begin to think about it I am in mayberry with a buch of ignorant crabs. SO I said u know I cant get mad or hurt... Small town....Small minds

Labels: Rants and Raves, Relationships

I've been meaning to post something concerning this situation but like I said I've been going thru somethings. Today the families of Marquis Cooper and Corey Smith called of the search for them. My heart goes out to these young men and their families. You are in my prayers. May God Keep you and bless you.

Labels: Random thoughts and feelings

there has been a lot of talk about this young man but I must say that I personally have mad respect for him. If you are a true fan like I am you can listen to all his music and see his growth and maturity. This song holds true in many situations and I surely can relate

Labels: Random thoughts and feelings

So its been about a week maybe longer since I last blogged. I can say a lot of bull but really its just been one of those weeks ya know? I think I had a semi breakdown. I really had to sit down and regroup and refocus. I was so thrown off it was ridiculous. My graddad was hospitalized and I panicked. Hes my last living grandparent and for as much trash as I talk I dont think I can stomach losing him right now. Selfish huh? All of my granparents were alive to see me grauate high school. I guess I was also thinking like my children will never get to know my grandparent and my parents are just plain crazy. the good news is that his cancer is still in remission so thats one less worry. My BFF jill has been in Egypt and I really dont talk to anyone else. I mean I have other friends but when ure use to talking to someone everyday... yeah its hard. Then when and if I talk to someone else I have to try to update them on all thats going on before I can get to whatever I'm talking about now....yeah its too much. So BFF got back in the states today so that works out too.





I dont know why I looked this up but I was feelin this joint so here it is T.I. feat Beenie Man with I'm serious and The Game:

Labels: Random thoughts and feelings

Today Im serving up Timberland inspired beats. We have Tweet, Truth, Missy and the late and great Aaliyah enjoy!

Labels: Look Out Weekend