Dysfunctionally_Functioning

What do u do when u know u are being made a fool of but dont care? Theres a guy in my life that has me so gone its borderline insane. I think he might actually be torturing me and getting a kick out of it. We've all heard of the stupid woman syndrome which I hate yet I find myself here. Literally most days Im on auto. He consumes my every waking thought. As a matter of fact when I do sleep dreams of him wake me. Im losing my mind slowly everyday. He plays these BS games that has my patience thin but its not enough Im still hanging in there and I dont know why. I try to force myself to purge him and everything that reminds me of him but it only makes me want him more. AAAGGGHHHHH!!!! I dont kno what to do......








Mary J. Blige - A Dream Lyrics

Send “A Dream” Ringtone to Your Cell

A dream, a simple fantasy
That I wish was reality
That you came knocking at my door
And we relived this dream once more

Last night I dreamed that you were here with me
And we were in each other's arms
It was oh so heavenly
You held me close to you and whispered in my ear
Let's spend the night together
Sharing love beyond compare
Oh, as we danced to the melody
We had so much to share
And the music stopped
In a flash I was all alone
It was just a dream
Haunting me once again

A dream, a simple fantasy
That I wish was reality
That you came knocking at my door
And we relived this dream once more

The day you left
You said you would return
Just when you go and promise
That you need some time alone
You said you loved me and some day our love would be
I couldn't understand it
I thought we were both happy
As we danced to the melody
We had so much to share
And the music stopped
In a flash I was all alone
It was just a dream
Haunting me once again

Oh, a dream, a simple fantasy
That I wish was reality
That you came knocking at my door
And we relived this dream once more

Labels: Look Out Weekend

Today Im serving up Timberland inspired beats. We have Tweet, Truth, Missy and the late and great Aaliyah enjoy!

Labels: Look Out Weekend

As with every Friday I like to get something going for the weekend. This week Im slowing it down. I got a lil carried away .... The Whispers:In the mood, The Isley Bros: Choosey Lover and Voyage to Atlantis, Lorenzo:If its alright, LSG:Body, Keith Washington and Chante Moore:I love you, Luther Vandross:Superstar and Jodeci:Stay, Sade: No Ordinary Love and to close Quincy Jones Presents: Secret Garden. Enjoy

Labels: Look Out Weekend

as with every friday I post my look out weekend joints. I decided to get a jump on the weekend with a thursday edition. This week I'm serving up a taste of ATL with A couple grand by Young Joc this has to be one of my faves and this is what really got me listening to him. Yola da great with Aint gon let up. I dont think he received the promotion he should have and The best thang smokin himself... Young Dro with Rubberband banks which is one of my faves of all time. As a bonus I had to add Fabo of D4L Geeked up. Im serving the remix with Jeezy and the original. This was one of the hottest joints in the bluff/westside where I lived. One day no joke I was on Joseph Lowery playing this and I got out of my truck and errrbody I walked passed was on this joint. Enjoy

Labels: Look Out Weekend

So its been awhile since I served up something for the weekend. So today i have a lil someum someum from Outkast(1998), Mobb Deep and Bootsie Collins. Enjoy.

Labels: Look Out Weekend

So I didn't post last friday...got a lil busy but in true friday form and fashion here ya go. We have a lil Sean Paul Tempature, some Dj Khaled feat. everybody with We Takin Over and a double dose of that boi JEEZY. enjoy.

Labels: Look Out Weekend

Well The weekend is here. This week we are serving up a lil Salt N Pepa Push it, LL Cool J, Craig Mack with the FLavor in ya ear (remix), Busta Rhymes Put ya hands where my eyes can see and Black sheep the choice is yours. Enjoyyy

Labels: Look Out Weekend

This week I'm serving up some Dis N dat, Chubb Rock and SLick Rick and for all my folk from the Durtty Durtty I got a lil JPE. If you dont know what that is its The one and only Jam Pony Express! Takin u back to the days of Cross Colors and Karl Kani jeans!

Labels: Look Out Weekend

Its FRIIIDAY!!!!
Here's a lil something for all you real music fans who can appreciate music. Happy Friday!! I'm a 80's baby so beware!

Look Out Weekend!




Just got paid!




And again!

Labels: Look Out Weekend