Dysfunctionally_Functioning

So its been about a week maybe longer since I last blogged. I can say a lot of bull but really its just been one of those weeks ya know? I think I had a semi breakdown. I really had to sit down and regroup and refocus. I was so thrown off it was ridiculous. My graddad was hospitalized and I panicked. Hes my last living grandparent and for as much trash as I talk I dont think I can stomach losing him right now. Selfish huh? All of my granparents were alive to see me grauate high school. I guess I was also thinking like my children will never get to know my grandparent and my parents are just plain crazy. the good news is that his cancer is still in remission so thats one less worry. My BFF jill has been in Egypt and I really dont talk to anyone else. I mean I have other friends but when ure use to talking to someone everyday... yeah its hard. Then when and if I talk to someone else I have to try to update them on all thats going on before I can get to whatever I'm talking about now....yeah its too much. So BFF got back in the states today so that works out too.





I dont know why I looked this up but I was feelin this joint so here it is T.I. feat Beenie Man with I'm serious and The Game:

Labels: Random thoughts and feelings