Dysfunctionally_Functioning

So as a part of the new yr I am on a mission to rebuild my temple. Yup I'm making changes. Don't like to use the words new years resolution we all know no one keeps them. I'm just on a mission to get my life on track spiritually, physically and emotionally. Yesterday after having some very heated fellowship with moms I went walking which is something I usually do with my sister and decided to go on a fast. I decided that in order to get myself back in tip top shape I have to get on it. I'm back to praying, meditating, journalling (is that a word? If it is how do u really spell it?) and fasting. Anyways last night in Bible study I discovered that the church is going on a 10 day corporate Daniels fast. Now seeing as though lil d tap danced on my brain on sunday I missed church and the start of the fast. So I decided to join in last night. Yeah....... I was dreaming about buttery rainbows and pots of potatoes with beds of steak. Yeah I was hungry. I think more than being hungry I just wanna smoke. See for some its not that hard but I am on a TOTAL new me program so smoking has to go. If u smoke like I smoke then u feel my pain. Ask my BFF Jill she called me last night around midnight...I tried to be nice. So I've been up for about 3 hours and while I am hungry (cant speak for u but a workout usually do that to me) I just have a strong urge to smoke. As my day goes on I'll update and make sure I haven't harmed anyone or myself. As of right now Day 1 hour 3 I'm good.

Labels: Journey To A Better Me