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Dysfunctionally_Functioning: Why Jesus Why?

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Saturday, January 3, 2009

Why Jesus Why?

Why is it that everyone seems to want to tell you and think they know whats best for you? I've come to the realization that I am totally different from the folks around me. I've always known it since I was little and plotted my first escape on a etch a sketch. My family wants to know why Im not married. My dad wants to know why he doesnt have grandkids (still a sore spot and subject for me. Maybe one day my grieving process will end), My sister wants to know why I wont take a job with the Gecko. I don't bleve in settling in any aspect of my life. I believe with everything I have that you should NEVER give up on your dreams.And more importantly NEVER ever settle. I'm in the process of fulfilling mine. But I often find myself saying Why Jesus Why as I try to explain this to everyone around me. I don't beleive in dating just because. I want to be married so therefore I want to date someone who wants the same thing even if its not with me. At this point in my life I dont feel as though I have anything to offer anyone but my dreams. Who the hell wants that? I want to be in a better position before I have children. Who wants to wonder if they should buy food or gas when your children are looking at you like B*&%h we hungry! I mean some stuff to me is simple. I have learned 2 important things from the church I've been at since coming back home. 1) COmmon since is not common and 2)Never try to discuss spiritual matters with a non spiritual person. They wont get it. I can see my dreams coming tru more and more everyday. If you gave up on your dreams or if you've never had any why dash someone elses? A man without out dreams and goals might as well be dead. Maybe its just me.

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