Dysfunctionally_Functioning

So where to begin? Once again my insecurities are getting the best of me. I have been managing to combat my craziness which is definitely a good thing. The problem I face now is cohabitation. Ive never wanted to cohabitate and honestly its never been an option. I've always put my foot down and stood my ground. But as I begin to grow and mature I know that this is a serious issue because I don't feel that this is the right way of doing things. I'm in situation now where my guy is pushing for this. In a way I feel as though I am compromising myself but not quite sure how to put this into words. I decided to move in but still have an uneasy feeling. Ive asked advice from those closest to me and most seems to think it is a good look. I don't exactly know how to explain my reservations during a time when cohabiting is so common place. I consider myself a contemporary traditionalist meaning while I am com temporary in a lot of ways I am a traditionalist at heart. I'm really feeling like this is the man for me though we face many obstacles. We are growing together but there are some things that scares me. As I am typing this I am more and more confused. I don't know what to do or which way to turn.

Labels: Relationships