Dysfunctionally_Functioning

Next thursday I'll be 29...... I cant believe I'm so close to being 30. A male friend of mine once said that the 30s was the best place to be. You are no longer making the foolish mistakes of your 20s and you have figured out who you are and what you like. Im actually looking forward to it even if I cant believe it :). I look around and I realize Im not the only one who is not where they want to be in some area of their life. I decided to forgo Baltimore and finishing my Bachelors for now and stay local and go to school here at Sanford Brown. I figure if its the Lords will I can always go back and take the last funky 3 classes. Its sounds a lil crazy but for some reason something comes up to stop me from leaving. So I'll take this one. :) I'm actually excited to be starting back. Feels like I am finally moving forward making progress. After all that is what life is about right? My thing though that I am wondering about is: Are the men better at 30? Meaning please tell me they have sense. I've dealt with 30 year olds before but I was a lil youngun still in my early to mid 20s. I hope they are anyway. The closer I get the more I realize that I'll rather be by myself than have to put up with some of the things I see around me. I know everyone has problems and no one is perfect however, some of this is str8 foolishness! My friend says I'm living in a fairytale I say just because you have never see something doesnt mean its not true. Who knows maybe I am being a bit naive. All I know is sometimes things dont work out the way we planned but it ALWAYS works out for the best! All I can say is God is good ALL THE TIME and ALL THE TIME God is good! Let the church say....AMEN!!! HAHAHAHA

Labels: Journey To A Better Me

Things have really been looking up for me. I did slip up with the complaining though. Mostly that was due to my granddad being in the hospital and not complying. I've been taking care and looking after him since I got here in Oct without help. My aunt comes to town and takes over. I'm feeling better about the situation though. so that would make today day #8. Im proud of my progress in all areas. God has been working with me ,on me and answering my prayers.That in itself says a lot. I'm really learning to be thankful for what I have. It seems as though things are falling into place. Ive been feeling better than I have in a long long time. Dont know really what to attribute that too. I have adopted the philosophy of not worrying about everyone else. Thats hard for me because once youre in my life I cant sit by and listen to you and not try to solve your problems or be there at all costs. Thats just the chick I am. Good or bad I dont know. What I do know is I am truly blessed even with all thats going on in the world.

Labels: 21 day complaint free challenge